"Here in purgatory, bare ground is visible,
except in shady places where snow prevails.
Still, each day sees the restoration of another animal: a sparrow, just now a sleepy wasp; and, at twilight, the
skunk pokes out of the den, anxious for mates and meals…”
Earth’s open wounds – where the plow gouged the ground last
November -must be smoothed; some sown with seed, and all forgotten.
Beside the porch step the crocus prepares an exaltation
of purple, but for the moment holds its tongue…
--excerpted
from “Mud Season”, by Jane Kenyon
In northern New England this
time of year is called the fifth season, mud season, when after a long and
earth chilling winter, the ground finally begins to thaw out. It’s the season in between seasons, a “not
quite yet” time. And this year with all
the cold and snow we in the south have experienced, it is mud season here
too. A time of natural transition.
Winter fades, and oh so slowly releases its grip, but is not ready to fully
relinquish its hold upon us or Creation. Days warm up with tantalizing temps
and gaudy sunshine but nights still dip below freezing, the backyard bird bath
a mini skating rink. Birds have returned
and sing out but you get the feeling they do so with tiny scarves wrapped around
their necks. We even use daylight savings time to trick us into thinking the
earth is about to turn and yet the calendar forces us to wait.
To face into the mud. To trek right through it. No detours.
No shortcuts.
And so for the next few weeks we’ll just have to wade
through the mucky landscape which is March in Massachusetts. Scrape the mud off our shoes
before we walk into the house. Listen to the squish of mud beneath our feet as
we march to the mailbox. Shudder as the mud suck our boots downward on that
walk in the woods with the dog.
Mud is a curious thing.
It is messy, mucky, and chilly, especially in March. “Dirty” by definition. First blush might tempt
us to conclude mud’s not good for much of anything but creating a big mess. Yet
within it are all the nutrients needed for life, for the greening again of the
world. That seed planted last fall in fact depends upon the embrace of mud to
wake up and begin to bloom.
No mud, no spring. No crocuses pushing up, no blue jays
blasting away, no green buds exploding on the branches. Mud is life. Mud
reminds us that even from the coldest depths, life always seems to find a way
to push up, to push out, to push through.
Mud is the stuff from which God made humans. “God formed Man out of dirt
from the ground and blew into his nostrils the breath of life. The Man came
alive—a living soul!” (from “The Message”, by Eugene Peterson)
So even though a part of me wants to protest and skip over
this sloppy time of the year, jump over
our fifth season, I know, the earth knows, and God knows we just have to wait
in the mud this March. Wait and trust
that April is approaching, and will be delivered to us, faithfully, by a
Creator who can take the mud and make a new thing, once, always.
Bring on the mud. Let
the thaw begin. Let the slush give way
to water. Give me earthworm filled dirt and spongy clay and bouncy topsoil
waiting to be turned over. Sure, it may be messy. But it is our New
England mud.
Winter is almost gone.
Spring is so darn close. That’s
the good news of mud.
The bad news? Don’t forget to wipe your feet before coming
in the house.
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