Bandwidth (noun) 1.a
person's capacity to handle or think about more than one thing at the same
time.
--Random House Dictionary
My niece Caroline was three or four years old. It was Christmas
morning, the first year she fully experienced what that holiday meant for her as
the sole grandchild in a clan full of adults, who all wanted to shower her with
gifts galore. She was up at dawn, bouncing off the walls, munching on coffee
cake, and then ripping into something like forty presents, all for her! But then
mid-unwrapping, without warning, Caroline swooned back into the pile of
discarded paper and bows, curled up and lay very still.
Overload. She’d
exceeded her bandwidth limit.
It was all too much for her little mind to fathom. Too many gifts. Too much attention, stuff, colors, people,
music. My brother Ed gently scooped her up and then into her bed for a nap and
later she was fine. But on that long ago
December day, I saw what happens when we humans reach a limit in life, when we
can no longer digest it all. Face it
all. Consider it all.
When life is too full our bandwidth runs out.
Happens to toddlers, to adults, to all of us when the world
throws too much at us and too fast. I’ve noticed this feeling of communal
overload lately in the culture; like the world is spinning much too furiously
and we can’t get off.
We’ve got ISIS, with its gruesome beheadings plastered all
over the Internet and the war its actions have triggered, a brand new war for
the United States
to lead and fight. Didn’t we just get out of two wars? And who’s on our side this
time? Turkey? Maybe. Syria? No, but
we’re helping them. The rest of the world?
Who knows?
We’ve got the Ebola virus which has killed thousands in Africa and now seems to be knocking on the door of our
shores. Or consider that poor man from Dallas
who died from the virus, who also, inextricably, was sent away from the
emergency room on his first visit. I trust the reassuring words the government
agencies offer, that it will be ok, that there’s no threat but still—it’s scary
stuff.
We’ve got the stock market which within twenty four hours
last week registered its biggest one day loss of the year at 344 points, right
after it shot up by 313 points, one of its biggest gains of the year. Last week’s Dow Jones graph looks like a wild
roller coaster ride, all peaks and valleys. Is one of the longest bull markets
in history (five years and counting) coming to end? Are housing prices and stock values too red hot,
bubbles waiting to burst—AGAIN!?
Overload. Bandwidth exceeded.
In 2014 we live in the most plugged in, over hyped, over
informed, and overheated time in human history. We know too much for our own
good and if we attempt to keep up with all the daily news, it can be like
trying to drink from a fire hose. Doesn’t work. We’re choking on information. We plug ourselves into machines and streams
which never stop: TV blaring, email sharing, cell phones ringing, texts pinging,
Facebook updating, Twitter tweeting.
We’re techno addicts who don’t know how to cease checking in, looking at
the screen, waiting for the next cyber rush.
And so of course, at some point, our spirits go on the fritz. Sputter.
Overflow.
Can we just stop? STOP!
Maybe that’s the spiritual answer to our overloaded,
bandwidth crammed days and nights. To stop. To breathe. To rest. To play. To turn off the
phone and have dinner with the family with no interruptions. To turn off the TV
and take a walk under a technicolor canopy of leaves. To turn off the laptop
and ride a bike. Pick some apples. Jump in a pile of leaves. Find the best
pumpkin you can and then carve it up.
ISIS? Ebola? The markets? They
can wait. Taking a break doesn’t mean we don’t care or that we don’t want to do
something. But the human heart and mind and soul can only absorb so much. Too much stimulation and information and we
will eventually crash.
Stop. That we can
do. The world’s daily crises, real and
imagined, harrowing and hyped—they’ll all go on. Me? I’m going to let God carry
it all, for just awhile.
I heard the foliage is spectacular this year and I want to view
firsthand and up close that miraculous God given show, to feed my soul and get
off the merry go round but first: I have to stop. STOP. Give my bandwidth a well
deserved break.
May you do the same too.
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